Though we had not been in touch super regularly, this beautiful woman was a deep and profound and TRUE friend. Jane Gould passed away after suffering from long term complications of MS last Sunday and has left a true King protector, Tavis Moses, her love behind on this earthly plane, as well as her two beautiful adult kiddos.
Jane and I met during the tumultuous time of our divorce initiation. We were each other’s loving arms that somehow glued us together through multitudes of grief and sadness.
We were were warrior Mamas battling it out spiritually and physically on the 3D level. We laughed, we cried…and she allowed herself to very vulnerably open to me in her both her suffering of new MS symptoms that were full of humiliation and embarrassment while at the same time sharing her robust, exciting and wild new sexual and deeply loving relationship with Tavis. I allowed her into my very private space of budding love with my now, husband and rekindled love from high school, Daniel.
We shared our love of meditation and yoga and the angel realms and manifestation. We were breaking boundaries of what the world said life and love and family had to look like and be like and actively creating and manifesting in the face of enormous societal backlash what we KNEW in our absolute hearts and wombs was TRUE and REAL and full of the love and light we knew to be the threads that bind us on all planes.
My favorite quote from Jane that we wove through so much of what we were dealing with was, “Remember, this is just an exercise in bullshitness.” And it was. It was just a bunch of stupid bullshit we had to elegantly and magnificently tip toe around and shovel up and compost. Boy did we do it well. We ROCKED it! We created what we wanted for ourselves.
Jane told me one time there were two things she absolutely knew about herself that she could count on- “I have great hair and a great ass.” And she 100% DID! Sexy sexy sexy lady. Full of FUN and vibrancy and love and light.
We have secret losses we shared with one another that were so heart breaking…but we just KEPT getting up again and going forward. Jane and I were such kindred spirits in that way.
Our favorite song that we shared was Natasha Beddingfield’s “Unwritten”, which I will link here. Have a listen and think of this beautiful woman who finally will get to fully spread her gorgeous enormous angelic wings in full.
Lastly, we had on really magical and special girl’s night that she and I will never forget. We went lingerie shopping at the Corte Madera mall and came back and had champagne at her apartment. We were celebrating US! Celebrating ourselves as women. Full and whole and complete in all our glorious tears and blood and mystery.
Thank you Jane. Thank you dear dear dear beautiful angelic Sister for all the courage, love, inspiration and tenderness you have shared and given me. I love you so very much and with so much immensity.
Eagles have been circling outside today and calling…soaring up on the winds. I have to believe that you are here with them…ever soaring, ever protecting, ever guiding, ever leading and ever inspiring. May your JOY and love fill the world over the coming months. Blessings to you on your full transition and blessings and so much love to Tavis, Emily and Elliot. I love you – your true friend, Margaret
